Tuesday, November 24, 2009
bad mood....
jus came back from work...im feeling damn frustrated now...not a single happiness is in me....
today's sales was SO BAD that i couldn't believe my eyes...is it me, or is it the company? i don't know...
today's stock count was as bad as well...handed all the stock count to my girls...but i believed the problem is not with them...
i've been having inaccurate stock count everytime i do closing. it doesnt feel good...
for consecutive the whole week...
Boss told SM on Saturday to hint me not to talk too much during work...i knew he saw me talking. but i still continue. couldn't bother much...Bosses nowadays jus wants us to tail, tail, and tail customers...
hate this...
and adding to my agony, some of my PORM group members did not send me the emails which they are suppose to do so by midnight...and im waiting in front of my com when i dead tired after study and work today. i slept at 3.30am last night due to PORM project and woke up at 7.30am....and now.....waiting for SILENCE reply from ppl...not a single sms is sent to me to tell me that they will be sending the emails late...
very stress...because i wan to do well in academic...
very confused...because i wan to work as a normal part timer but if i convert now, im sure that i wun get much shifts...at most 3 days a week...too many manpower....at least now i have only two ppl coordinating shifts with me...not facing the worries that my other part timers are facing....cutting down of shifts...
forget it...no one will understands. and i know ppl will think that i've only me myself to blame and i deserved it. wtf...
i cant quit because i want income and more savings...believe it or not. up to u. i dont bloody care.
jus came back from work...im feeling damn frustrated now...not a single happiness is in me....
today's sales was SO BAD that i couldn't believe my eyes...is it me, or is it the company? i don't know...
today's stock count was as bad as well...handed all the stock count to my girls...but i believed the problem is not with them...
i've been having inaccurate stock count everytime i do closing. it doesnt feel good...
for consecutive the whole week...
Boss told SM on Saturday to hint me not to talk too much during work...i knew he saw me talking. but i still continue. couldn't bother much...Bosses nowadays jus wants us to tail, tail, and tail customers...
hate this...
and adding to my agony, some of my PORM group members did not send me the emails which they are suppose to do so by midnight...and im waiting in front of my com when i dead tired after study and work today. i slept at 3.30am last night due to PORM project and woke up at 7.30am....and now.....waiting for SILENCE reply from ppl...not a single sms is sent to me to tell me that they will be sending the emails late...
very stress...because i wan to do well in academic...
very confused...because i wan to work as a normal part timer but if i convert now, im sure that i wun get much shifts...at most 3 days a week...too many manpower....at least now i have only two ppl coordinating shifts with me...not facing the worries that my other part timers are facing....cutting down of shifts...
forget it...no one will understands. and i know ppl will think that i've only me myself to blame and i deserved it. wtf...
i cant quit because i want income and more savings...believe it or not. up to u. i dont bloody care.
what we could have been, 12:07 AM.
